英语版(翻译:贝蒂) Midwinter December 21,2013,it’s cold, there’s still many people on the street but no you. I still wait for bus here, I thought I can forget,but I remembered clearer. I watched the people walked on the street and pretend unmeantly,in fact, I was looking for you seriously. This is the 743th day, we have not contacted for 2years and 13 days.We live in the same city,and we live quite near.But we never met again . You don’t know why I alienate you suddenly,just like I don’t know why you are sometimes hot and sometimes cold to me . I thought in this city,we would be the warmth of each other.Because we met in the day before midwinter,because you and me spend the cold midwinter.I think this is the start of a wonderful story. I love you at first sight. We were waiting for bus in this bus station at the same time.We only looked at each other one sight,I chat up with you because your smile is so beautiful . If time can turn back , maybe I will not ask for your contact number ,maybe the important and hurt relationship will not begin. We sit together and eat in the midwinter day, I have never had that kind of feeling before.You said you have no friends in the city,and you said we could meet each other often.So, we become friends ,I thought we could be lovers.I admire your spirits of making forward progress, your appearance even made me have the impulsion to marriage. This is the only reason that I can thought. Because marriage is not only the business of 2 people but 2 families . Though the 2 families are in the same province, the distance obstruct our lot as well. I thought distance is nothing previously, later,I found that distance becomes the biggest problem between us. Work hard as you, are not independent to love and relationship.I know you love me. And I hope this is not deceive myself . Are you OK these days? In fact until now I cannot help to care for you,only I can not do like before. Sorry,because deep loved ones can not be friends,because I can’t smile and bless on the day you married,and bridegroom is not me . I talked to my friends about our stories,your past is visible before my eyes. You are the heroine of my stories forever. But,the story can’t be perfect. December 21,2013,It’s the day before midwinter again. Midwinter this year, no you, but only myself. What about you?