昨晚才大致写完了第一版论文，然后今天删字数的时候灵感突发，心血来潮推翻整篇文章重新写过。
以下是节选：
Slowly I became dispirited and even depressed. I could not see my future anymore. At the beginning of the movie Prince Ashitaka was cursed for killing the Demon God that was attacking his village. The Demon God worked off his anger on innocent Ashitaka and the villagers. I felt that my life was cursed. I couldn’t understand why I, coming with great hope and admiration, was treated so miserably in the actuality.
Yet I, being the protagonist of my life, had to survive. I forced myself to look straightforward, to bear the consequences my own decision brought. Ashitaka had to accept his fate and leave the village to search for the source of the curse. He controlled his anger and sadness as to not be transformed to a demon like the one he killed. He had to “see with eyes unclouded”—unclouded by hatred, the English subtitle added.
这论文字数上限650字，删字数删得我都快吐血了。其实提到卡哥的有好几段，不过为了保密就节选这两段好了。

这个是（谜样地令我很自豪的）结尾：
At the end of the movie Ashitaka found himself awaken on a prairie, his beloved in his arms and the curse already lifted. In a land far away from home, he had found a new life and a purpose for existence. When Ashitaka promised San he would visit her from time to time even if they could not live together, both of them had peaceful smiles on their faces. Both Ashitaka and San became adults able to shoulder responsibilities at the end, so as I.

现在才终于理解了中国文学“起兴”的文学技法。一切皆为激发灵感，疏导思路，抓住领子了衣服就顺了。

好正能量的论文！加精！！！