Wake up. If he doesn't call back or anything, that means you are not worth it. Why are you keep making yourself so cheap just to hear anything even something hurtful from him? Please do yourself a favor. He doesn't reply back, he doesn't worth it. You will be sad, things get difficult, yes I know, but you can live perfectly fine without him. He is not that great. Look at him, he is not tall, he has issues, he doesn't know how to treat you right, yes you did something wrong, but you are a girl. You can't change his mind. It sucks but we will figure this out, WE WILL. Stay strong please. Don't leave like a sloppy crying woman, leave like a queen.