If you are confused and don't know which way to choose, just follow your heart. And don't be regret. But sometimes it's so difficult to do what you want, despite of others' feeling. Is this the reason why successful people are often cruel, to themselves and others?
Few people can change others. I can't, either. Maybe the way I suggest is wrong for you. I just wish you good luck. I can't even handle my own destiny in this young age. Being young makes you feelings helpless but hopeful.