Dear, I'm suffling through all my old comments because I need materials for college essays. It's actually the perfect time to do so because I gave up on such rigorious self-examination a while ago and now I just started it again as means to cure my depression and anxiety. I saw the post where I said I wanted to drop metaphysics altogether because I'm not going anywhere with it. I guess I forgot all about that fun and forgot about complicated stuff like Whittgenstein and philosophy of language which I didn't have a chance to delve into.
Interesting how I was probably already depressed before high school and Jeez, I was so fucking harsh on myself. Poor baby Phia.