Let me ask you a question: if i were to resign today, will we see each other again in the future? I think not. I can't even ask you out, how come it be possible for us to see each other again?
So at the end of the day, what's left there for me? Nothing after so much effort i put into. We are not even friends after things we've been through. Because you never care about me. you never cared about me when i was ill, when i was in a bad mood, when i needed to have someone to share my anxiety and my life with. That's not a friend, and it's just you being bored in the office and need somebody to talk to. So we are colleagues, and i feel better when i think us that way. Colleagues are not obliged to do things outside of work, are not obliged to talk to each other when off work. As a matter of fact, you never talked to me besides in office hour. Yes, colleagues don't do things that friends do. I can't ask you more.
I'm not a robot, and i am a human being. I can get hurt and i don't what to be hurt. After you turned me down over and over again, i don't feel you're cute anymore. I don't know your mind and i am sure you have your little theory for not accepting hospitality from people. No one returns medicine untouched after friends show their concern when the counterpart is in bad health condition. Such an ungrateful bitch you were. You were not cute when you did that shit to me.
It doesn't take a boyfriend and girlfriend to go out together. In fact, i ask my girl friends out jogging, having dinner to have a good time, and we share life, comfort each others. I have needs from time to time to share my strees and anxiety. You don't get to talk to me when you're bored in office while i don't under stress, if you ever think we're friends.
You don't know how to build a relationship and you don't seem care. Maybe after me, you'll eventually know how, then someone will be lucky enough. I'll be my little one-sided effort maker, who you maybe consider as a friend but actually am not.
I've had enough of that. Leave me alone. Let's be colleagues.

Let me ask you a question: if i were to resign today, will we see each other again in the future? No, never. I can't even ask you out, how come it be possible for us to see each other again?
So at the end of the day, what's left there for me? Nothing after so much effort i put into. We are not even friends after things we've been through. Because you never care about me. you never cared about me when i was ill, when i was in a bad mood and needed to have someone to share my anxiety with. You're not a friend, and it's just you being bored in the office and need somebody to talk to. So we are colleagues, and i feel better when i think us that way. Colleagues are not obliged to do things outside of work, are not obliged to talk to each other when off work. As a matter of fact, you never talked to me besides office hours. Yes, if you think colleagues are what we are, then I actually can't ask you for more.
I'm not a robot. I can get hurt and i don't what to be hurt. After you turned me down over and over again, i don't feel you're cute anymore. I can't read your mind and i am sure you have your little theory for not accepting hospitality from people. No one returns medicine untouched after friends give you that to show their concernes when you were in bad health condition. Such an ungrateful bitch you were. You were not cute when you did that shit to me.
It doesn't take a boyfriend and girlfriend to go out together. In fact, i ask my girl friends out jogging, having dinner to have a good time, and comfort each others. I have needs from time to time to share my stress and anxiety. You don't get to pour all your bad feelings to me whenever you feel bored in office.
You don't know how to build a relationship and you don't seem bother to. Maybe after me, you'll eventually know how, then someone will be lucky enough. I has been a little one-sided effort maker, who you might think you are treating me as a friend but in fact yoy are not.